Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

I know... this is totally lame, so if you don't like reading lame blog posts, then you should stop.

Seriously. Stop now.

Okay, I warned you. If you're still reading this you can't hold me accountable for the sappiness.

I just miss my husband. This week I had some very meaningful conversations with family members that made the reality set in that life will never be the same again... Living far away from family, deployments, pursuing my own career, school, focusing on my own family... It's all just setting in and sometimes it's hard! I know that change leads to growth and it's not a bad thing, just hard at times.

I married the greatest man ever. I can't imagine life without him. Never before have I had so much in common with someone, laughed so hard, talked so long, gone through so much. Our relationship hasn't been an easy one, and I think that's what makes it so meaningful. He is my best friend. And right now I miss him... a lot. I am glad we can talk over the phone and e-mail back and forth, that helps. But physical prescence makes such a difference. Which is why I am so grateful that I will get to see him for a week between these missions. :D

But until I get to see him... you have to endure this sappy & emotional side me!

Only 20 days left until we meet again! :D